Tonight I fall in love with you again. I am ashamed I didn't think about you as much as I should or show you my appreciation for you. I am in love now because I now realize the careful affection you had for me. My childhood was so filled with your sweetness, you had my back always. emotional? depressed? doesn't describe it. I am speechless and wish I can only see you sooner. I miss you. I feel helpless. What's going to happen now? How long will this last? Will it ever be back to the way it was in my memory? What ifs and what ifs. I can only hope.
Now I see so clearly your love for me. And yet it pains me to see you, I only wish I can spend so much more time with you. I need to see you soon. I love you."
